Re: duh

I wanted to mention, want2beclean, that I was very raw a few years back, too. That will heal over in due time, okay? Just think of the raw feelings as a sort of emotional road-rash. It's ugly, it hurts, and it's easily irritated, but it will heal over time.

And, the little bit of your story that you offered sounded a LOT like my own! I had to sit back and take a deep breath when I was reading of his particular sexual practices - almost too close for comfort, here! Even today, little things can set me off and it's a symptom of post traumatic stress syndrome, I think. At any rate, I'm getting better every day!

Did you ever find yourself being sick all the time, too? Have you ever written down your story, even if it was just for yourself? Please, keep posting those parts of your survival that you're comfortable with - it helps so many people to know that they aren't the only ones who are experiencing what you did.

KEEP HEALING!