"How do I exist in the miracle. I completely understand this logic. Example "I am healing" rather than "I am believing for healing" But a miracle. How do I state this in words or action?"
Jesus has already healed you. It is up to you to receive the healing. A good affirmation is 'I am so happy I am receiving Your healing.' And smile and feel the joy. Your healing can come from a miracle of mystery, or a miracle of maybe someone on CZ giving you the right knowledge for your situation. But it will be on its way when you start feeling the joy of being healed now.