Re: AnnaG

All healing is release from the past. This is something that sounds so simplistic, but I value it greatly. It is among the best teaching I've received, but I've had to consider it deeply, and that seems to be in the realm of 'time'.


Anna, I was going to say something about forgiving yourself, and that being very much interwoven with that wonderful healing and expansive *experience* of gratefulness-- but I erased it, since it seemed it might strike you as presumptuous.

My sister had a breast tumour, and I know that it was related to some karmic guilt involving my ( or rather, our) mother and I.  I have seen her heart really shift, these past two or three years...she was lucky enough to be blessed a few times by His Holiness the Dalai Lama and that made a big change. As well, lots and lots of prayers...

At one time she said angrily that God had abandoned her, and I told her no--you have abandoned God. She didn't much want to hear that at the time, but I think that abandonment (and self-imposed exile) is a form of meting out punishment (wanting to redress the past). It works so badly though! If it wasn't sad, it would be ( and one day it will) be funny.

So much better to work at the level of heart and light. And let God in. ( not to be confused with the church, etc.)

Forgiveness is a big one, I know.  I too have worked hard at it --while the hard work ( it begins to look to me) seems  ultimately to come, from whichever direction, to a place where you see it's ( forgiveness is) more a function of Grace--
and it simply *is*,  ( Forgiveness IS) but you have to 'get there' to be 'here'. Hope you don't feel you have to work too hard.

+ I hope that makes sense to you...

all the best
A.





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