Thank you so much Maya for your such a warm response. I kow Louise's CD by heart, I've been listening it every day about a month now. I find it absolutely wonderful. In the beginning I even had tears. As to dr sha's, I didn't resonate particularly with Peter honestly, Alexandrina didn't sound really polite last Monday when I called about a forthcoming meeting. I think I might do it either via internet or myself. Andreas told me that guilt (related to parents especially my mother who I tortured in my previous life) is behind my tumour. Anyway I had a lot to do regarding all aspects of my life (mind, body and spirit). Thank you very much for offering your help Maya. I'll definitley use this chance.
Anna