Thank you very much Maya. There is no other option for me indeed. I came to realisation that I can't leave this world yet just like that, I have so many goals to achieve yet. I am not done yet.
I attended dr Sha seminar last Friday. Still listening his cds. To my great regreat I couldn't come last w/e and thought I would come on 24, but he's gone on 23 ! He kidly agreed to give me a treatment, but I missed his last day. But I have his books, I'll try to do it myself.
Very interesting, I consulted Andreas Moritz and another person and Dr Sha. They all said my cancer is karmic. I need to work with my karma which I guess is cultivating Love and Forgiveness isnt'it?