The posts here, and your story, affect me deeply...and I want to answer in some way that boosts us all forward in our search to be happily effective.
I've been dealing with my very first actual 'cleanse' //www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=749793#i , at the same time as my husband had his second bout of labrynthitis (vertigo), in thirty-five years...where even opening his eyes caused the whole room to whirl about his head.
I'm afraid that our own concerns have occupied us for a week, and I haven't gotten back to writing here, though I did visit several times.
Fortunately, we've been able to get on top of our woes, and I'll likely be posting here soon.
Probably my new-found state of 'refreshment' will help very well. ;)