Maybe need to work on some forgiveness? That's always a good place to start. When I feel angry/resentment about an old issues, I imagine the other person as a small child, frightened and scared .. and then all is easy to forgive.

Delays .. the universe will decide the timing sometimes. I visualised my current partner (yes, he's perfect for me) and that took 1 year - but it happened, just as I'd visualised.

For me, once the visual and details have taken place, it's important to let it go - not hold onto it. But have a deep sense of faith that in the ether, it has taken place.

Yes, I am a hands energy person (also can do this with my eyes). I contacted Lillian (Andreas Moritzs wife) - about some decisions I needed to make and she totally told me to give up everything and do healing work with my hands. She said I could pull tumours out and correct anything .. HOWEVER I don't want to do that type of work. I have experienced the power of 'healing' certain people and I didn't enjoy it. Also, I couldn't control my own energy and found myself getting really sick. At first, the energy was enjoyable to use, and even a Qigong master asked me to train directly under him .. but the more I did this type of work, the more I felt drained. One client who was so sick got so much better .. and I was sick for 3 months. I haven't figured out how to give without being depleted.

These days, I have to protect myself and don't see too many clients. And I try not to touch them too much, although I have to sometimes. I do more emotional healing work and less kinesiology. Because, when I touch someone, I often get glimpses .. and these glimpses make me jump several steps ahead of the client, which isn't always helpful for others congruency.

So, I never totally give of myself these days (in the fear of getting sick myself) .. I will only be an aid, a pointer - and I can only help IF someone chooses healing for themselves. I won't choose it for them or make it happen any more. (Hope that was clear!)

I still feel that people need to heal themselves. Maybe my own limited beliefs working there. Also, I have this weird feeling about being called "healer" .. so maybe not in this lifetime :-)

I am hoping to go on a weekend with Dr Zi Gang Sha at the end of this month - he combines the use of Quantum physics, Qigong and TCM. I'm very drawn to his methods.

Check out his work Fledgling, it may resonate with you.

You wrote earlier your affirmation - I'll quote you :-)

"Tonight I will have a sweet and peaceful sleep, soothing every part of my body.

When I awaken, my gallbladder will be restored, refreshed, and I will enjoy great health and well-being."

This may be more effective if written in the present tense, as if it HAS happened.

" I sleep sweetly and peacefully ..." etc.

Have a good day/night fledgling, I'm off see the headmaster about returning my son's confiscated camera!! (Oh the demands of life on earth ha!).

P.S. I don't sense you're a fledgling, hope you *know* that.