Until you are ready to trust there

are great things in there that are waiting or actually trying to manifest through you
thye will not manifest
My friend trust me when I say to you -the car battery is fine, it's the onboard computer that is putting off tooo much juice.

I understand why not try it one for one month and see where you are lead
I respect your path- and you are certainly able to try and control all the events that touch your life ( How's it working fo you?)

I think the element that may be helpful is meditation- do you spend some quality time with yourself, David.