We are here for you!
I'm here to help. Most of all though I'll listen.
How are you feeling today? What are your thoughts?
If you don't feel secure talking about this on a public forum, feel free to email me. If you email me though, I may not be as quick to answer, but I will answer.
I understand how you are feeling and can certainly sympathize with your feelings. It's took me a long time to understand my emotions and "come to grips" with my circumstance.
I now feel emotionally healthy and in control, but that doesn't mean that I am perfect or that I don't have the feelings. I just embrace them and understand them as normal while not letting them rule my life. :o)
My life though still has a small emptiness, from where that child would have fit in...and my heart a small hole...where love would have blossomed for that child.
Through our lives we go through trials and situations that mark us and leave scars - fortunately we can get through those trials and learn from them.
But most of all, know that we are here to support you.
Blessings!