help me understand...?

Would you please help me understand this:

For much of my adult life I've had fleeting visual flashes of violently hurting the person I'm conversing with. This doesn't make sense because they aren't threatening or provoking me. I'll be talking with a friend, colleague, sometimes family and in a split second I'll see myself hurting them violently as if to kill or cause severe harm. The way I hurt them is different each time. The flash shocks and surprises me. Eventhough I'm able to continue my conversation with that person, I'm left with this lingering concern of What the hell was that?!

What the hell is it?!

Before you read further I want you to know I have never nor would I ever do anything violent to anyone unless my life was threatened. Growing up I was drawn to violent movies and television (I was an angry kid) but for the past 4+ years I've avoided violent programs because I feel it pollutes me and interfears with my spiritual growth.

Question: Could these flashes be caused by deep rooted, repressed anger from this lifetime? If so, why would it show up when I'm with people I love or care about? Could this be pastlife stuff? If so, what do I do to heal it so it stops? Could this be something else like an entity that has leeched onto my life? I'm just making that up but if it's possible, what do I do?

I'm perplexed, concerned, AND determined to sort this out. Your help/ideas/suggestions would be greatly appreciated. Thank you! Tweet