Re: im geeked DAY 5!

Yes i even had a body image problem even at 104lbs! I was teeny.. plus im only 5'1" so i was petite as well... but i always seen myself as heavier (as i was chubby before hitting 104lbs when i was 17/18 yrs old)

So i guess i just needed to talk about that aspect and this is why i brought it up.. because i wanted to make sure i wasnt the only one.. lol sometimes in this process i think im the only one in the world with this destructive thinking.. i have someone that loves me and finds me extremely attractive but cannot seem to be comfortable in my own skin.

I think now that im 28yrs old.. im hitting my 30's soon and feel that im more comfortable with myself then i have ever been and while im fasting and losing the weight i am trying to also start over on my thinking.

This forum has been a huge help for me so far.. and for about 2 yrs ive been visiting this forum and others on the curezone but have never really posted until recently. Its great that i can connect with like-minded people going thru the same trials and thoughts.

I was thinking about what you were saying in regards to the sheet and heading to the bathroom.. and i always compare myself to that one movie... ugh whats it called....oh ok Bridget Jones Diary.. lol when she gets up to get dressed after laying in bed with her boyfriend and tries to get dressed underneath the sheet and says "i dont want you to see my wobbly bits!" lol

Thats how i am.. after 3 kids the elacticity mainly in my belly is shot.. so no matter how much i lose weight my stomach still hangs. I absolutely hate it! Im not one for surgery but i did tell my husband if i work on losing weight then get in shape and work on it myself to the end i may consider a tummy tuck just for the areas that diet and excercise wont effect on my mid section. But that costs sooooo much.... but i am determined to do what i can myself i think i will feel 10x's more confident knowint that I DID IT!