Re: Superficial, commitment phobe, idiot - me...advice?

to me it seems like you are digging for a reason not to give of yourself.

and sorry but the magic wand is and big swat on the head with the "grow up" comment.

we all get fat and we all get old and we all get ugly eventually.
i think if you started looking for true beauty in a spritual sense and realize lasting values you wouldnt be as messed up feeling as you are in all areas of your life.