I got a letter from her last night and simply responded that it's best that we go our seperate ways.
Someone on this forum asked if I was trying to hurt her by blocking the email and I guess I was. I didn't block her email but I already wrote "That it's best that we move on. Need I say more? No." and that's the last letter that I'm writing to her.
I don't hate her, and she's not as toxic to me, as I can be to myself dealing with her. I just can't handle it, as there is no point to any pretense of a friendship.
I feel a lot better than I did yesterday because I finally moved on in a way that I never had in 9 years from her. It's a done deal, I'm never writing or responding to her again. This isn't to hurt her but to protect me. It would be hard to respect myself if I put up with such a disrespectful attitude so it's time to execute the Never word perpetually.
There's no point in dealing with her anyways!