Puhlease---your use of curse words is appalling, if she was just a regular bitch?? How crass.. I just have one question --Wont you at times be fantasizing about other women (in every sense of the word) if you two were married?? If not then you would never need p 0 r n again correct?? It almost makes me smile to see a guy feel like this as this is how us women feel alot of the times--a boyfriend with a computer full of p 0 r n is not a turn on. Take it from me.