the real answer

once you have determined to find out about god, you have to start where you are at which is different from anyone else.

how does anyone find out what is true? in my search for health, i threw away all doctors and learned from scratch by trial and error. it was worked better than i could have imagined, BUT I WAS TRULY INTERESTED IN IMPROVING MY HEALTH.

the way i did this was i started out doing only the things that seemed like they would help me achieve my goal and only the things that i knew i could do and made only the changes that i was willing to maintain for a lifetime, no MATTER HOW SILLY IT SEEMED OR WHO SAID IT WASNT SO. i did not let anything i had previously learned interfere because obviously i had been wrong all along or i wouldnt have been as sick as i was. one thing led to another and led to another. with each successive implementation, the gains i made from that enabled me to be different and see things different and behold, i found things that previously seemed out of reach for me to be the logical next step and i found that i was willing to take that step.

one can never have a meaningful relationship with someone against their will and besides, who would want that anyway?

love always
trapper out