Caregiver Frustrations? - bad exp. with healer - was it me or was it her or was it NWO?

Not just doctorz, but the ones on 'the other side' too, are getting frustrated.
A healing program, any basic treatment, can be made ineffective when patient does things or takes things that are not part of the treatment. This will frustrate any caregiver.
Most caregivers would like us patients to follow their program completely, which requires trust by the patient these days. How can any of us just trust someone to administer to our bodies anymore? The information we get these days has to all be read with a bullsh*t filter as big as Texas.
Do we trust the caregiver's sense of truth? Did they do all their homework on the emerging issues? Do the patient and the caregiver believe the same things, like should we consider chemtrails in our treatments?
For eg., some therapists do not agree with using H2O2 (Hydrogen-Peroxid) or Colloidal Silver , but a patient might think they are necessary to beat the bio-weapons viri which have gotten loose or been sprayed by chemtrails.Is this a clash? Will the H2O2 (Hydrogen-Peroxid) INTERFERE somehow with the treatments?
Or eg. - eating meat: Nobody really knows what the 'details' are, and it sure seems like some people do well on meat and others do not. Would a therapist stop treatments just because the patient ate meat? Some Drs. do this with smoking habituated patients.

At what point does the patient have the right to choose their own treatments?

A balance between the patients instincts [self knowledge] and the therapists knowledge would be the best way, I think. Maybe its too ideal.
Most of us with chronic conditions have been steered wrong by a therapist of doctor. That is why the only way now is to decide for ourselves.
I am worked up about this today because my herbalist kicked me out, and I am not even sure why. I think I mentioned H2O2, and she had allready said it wasn't something she would use, she didn't like it.
" the herbs can do everything, I don't know why you would look to other things" is what she said.
However, I know she is not aware of the advances in disease being caused on purpose, of the bio-weapons testings and engineered bacterials being sprayed on us. Herbs never had a chance against those, other than to help our body fight off infectios, but these are not regular infections, even the way they develop inside us is different, engineered to fooll the body.

So thats my issue today. It feels like being a kid again its so stupid. Immmaturity, frustrations, stupid angry feelings about holding and keeping one's own ideas to the exclusion of others, a basic insecurity.
We both do it.... but I asked forgiveness calmly, but she was very sure I had done stupid stupid things, and held her ground and then slammed the phone down.
My best cure yet, the most hope yet, after all these years, and there it goes, by some stupid misunderstandings and insecurity.
Maybe someone got to her, that my paranoid mind gong now.

See how destructive this has become? From a healing session to making hard feelings and health issues get worse.
How can I understand what happened? It seems like everytime I get close to ananswer, it is taken away from me.

This is how I see the world now - some forces are taking all the goodness away, either by making people so crazy that none of them can get along long enough to help each others, or by actually interfering with us by messages sent thru the TV or phones, or maybe by paying a visit to alt. health care providers when they are helping someone, if that patient starts bragging about it {I may have mentioned it to the doctor].

I don't know, I just cannot explain why this happened to me. She seems "whacky", and thats possible, but the fact that it happens to ME a lot means it must have something to do with me, my personality. I can see that too; I am not the nicest person to deal with [but geez I was nice to her, gave her rides, etc.].
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