Re: Choking in your dream?

Wow, you guys are good! Well, what both of you said rings a bell...and i think i kind of had some feeling about it myself, i just wanted others responses. Tracey, i thought i had a pretty open minded view of the world, but i think that maybe more and more (maybe as i've become aware of it), i do view things in black and white terms. Especially myself. What you said about the blackness and purity within really made me think. I definately feel like there is so much good inside of me, but that it is getting eaten up by the bad in there! And that bad is making me a bad person. The relationship to food thing is definately there from my past (eating disorder), but i am mostly over that.

Just_Peachy, when you talked about lies or falsehoods being uncovered that also rang a bell. A friend also said to me that maybe you feel people are saying something behind your back and you cannot express how you feel about that? So, that feeling of not being able to speak out definately sounds right. Gosh, i sound messed up don't i?! In terms of a situation 'choking me up', this has definately been the most stressful year of my life...finishing uni, deciding to travel and leave behind a 2-year relationship...stuff like that. Oh, and what you said about my ex...he always told me that he could rescue me...he always said, and always still says...'i can help you'. But i don't think he is the answer, and in my dream i was actually waving for him to go away!

SO, thank-you guys...so i have to work on seeing the grey and expressing how i feel maybe? Tweet