Help! How to change Fate?
Hi, have joined this forum in the hope of getting some real help? The issue is that the quality of my life does not really seem to change, I tend to experience it as a nightmare. It's really difficult to survive, I do things I don't want to do, I know an awful lot about healing and I do healing for people and give guidance for them. But I am one of the ones whose lives do not seem to improve, no matter what. I am constantly having base chakra problems - one of the most evident is that I can never seem to find a home, never able to stay in one place for long, which I wouldn't mind if I had huge finances, not at all, but right this second I don't.
I seem to have 'bad karma', if you believe such a thing, and I was weary of how difficult my life is a very long time ago.
Would appreciate some REAL assistance/guidance here. Have asked on other forums and got some self-serving, not useful replies. Had session with someone who is recognised as a major healer on this planet - and right after came the closest to starvation I have been in this life. So I went back to doing something I don't really want to do, and I reckoned, this must be fate, finally I accept it, but it still doesn't work in any great way, and it's not exactly seemly, something respectable, and it's extraordinary that I survive doing it at all.
The latest crisis is that I finally found somewhere to live that is quiet - a major bug bear for years - and it's of good quality, and after being here a month there is a possession order on the property for next week. The landlord, who I felt bad about from the start and the residential company in between basically led me on - he has not paid his bills.
Any great healer out there who can suggest something effective? Thanks for listening and best wishes for all.