I love it..."Walking around doing good!" I feel exactly the same. The first ten years after my NDE I tried to be good....then I had a transformation...I started doing good. I haven't had a "real job" in ten years. I have done tons of volunteer work...strted a Habitat for Humanity Volunteer Club...Done Disaster relief...Taught English in Mexico...Work with at-risk youth now in Texas all for pennies....but now I own my own home & car...and computer...not much else but the clothes on my back...but man....I know where you are coming from... I miss heaven...but after you figure out the way the universe works...being good isn't important any more..."Walking around doing good!" is. Thanks for sharing. Any more you want to share is great... Thank you...so much for saying your truth...I am supposed to start a real job in July but my salary was cut in half from budget cuts...A little irony...but it is all going to work out fine... Cuz when I am finished here...I get to go there....