Hi Carol...I'm not Rudy, but I have to jump in here. Seth (channeled by Jane Roberts) has said that everyone knows when they are going to die...usually 3 days before it happens. They know it deep down. Most people's deaths are planned....even the accidents. Your son maybe had a stirring that he was going to die...what is interesting is that he said that he'll be back many times. I'm wondering if anyone close to you is having a baby soon....or if you will meet your son again - maybe he will incarnate again, quickly...? Maybe that was a hint to you...?
That may sound far-out...
It sounds like your son did accomplish much during his life - from what you say about how much he taught you and influenced your life. Sounds like a wonderful contract the two of you decided upon in your 'in-between life'...