I have always believed we were all a bunch of guinea pigs and you working in a NICU and feeling the same way. Very powerful message. Thank you. I am good at questions about the elderly or death and dying but not babies and birth. I went into nursing to work L&D. It was the only time in school I almost fainted or vomited was during an epidural insertion. So I don't like childbirth by remote control. Needless to say I work on the other end, coaching people to the other side. It is just like labor.