You posted and used words such as worried, fear addicted, dizzy and disoriented. So you obviously have concern, address the concern.
If you did not have concern you would not post and would have no need to address a concern. At the least you would have said "Excess self-gratification has made me completely healthy, given me extra life-force and vitality removed cancer, strengthened my prostate, etc...
Make a decision independent of people who want to read how many times you spank the monkey.