i do't still hold angur towards these people. i dont even really think about it to much. i do still question why but thats about it. my boyfriend does support me, but he is at the point that he tells me that if i dont get help or get over the issues that i have that he dosent know if he can take being with me. i said that i was overly jeleous. i guess that may have been an understament. i was watnig to know if what happened to me would make me feel as insecure as i am. things are so bad with me that when we are watching a movie or aything that has nudity or a sex scene in it i get
1. very unconfortable.
2. i get really mad..
is this normal.......