Relying on dreams too much

I have been relying on this dream of mine, it was a bible dream, told me to take the diflucan, and to find a MD to treat. NOT an easy thing... I found one, in the city... about 5 hours away.

I had to get a referal... and went to get one today... then ended up in the ER cause of the severe breathing problem today.
DID NOT GET REFERAL.

The lungs started to react to the humidity and the heaviness of the air, I really thought I was not going to make it.
I ended up going into the ER, rushing in and crying and on an on... they quickly helped me, did this test, and told me that the SATURATION was fine... I WAS getting air into the lungs.
NO, I was not, or rather barely and cause my lungs were so swollen, they say anxiety, I tell them I dont have anxiety..

anyways, this happend a few times before years ago, it was CANDIDA, the cause of this.

Well, I had been relying on my dream, to see this MD,and it did not pan out. I dont know why, or do I? not sure.

I am once again, brought back into reality, not the dream world.

I am tired of the dream world, cause I just cannot be in two places at once.

I now have to treat myself, cause I am totally confined to this house... bought product for candida from ND, and not going to rely on dream, cause dont have the drug to take.

I DONT know why I had that dream, maybe for later, I dont know.
I just kept holding onto that dream, and for quite awhile, I was thinking that it was not the drug for me, but I had that dream... and all other dreams helped. I am now going against dream, but what else can I do, cannot get to the Dr, must be a reason.

I am into reality, and that is where I like. My dreams, really
make me nuttso. Tired of being nuttso.

Gehna