The most confused man in the world, I am.

Man, i dont even know how to start. . . Basically I love a girl, a girl that i've never stopped thinkin about since high school. She recently broke up wit her bf she had for about 2 years. Which by they way, I let her go once, to him. (I guess I just wasnt aggressive.) However I had told her my feelings, but then things got wierd and I had trouble even speaking to her lol. How dumb is that? Anywayz, we recently started chilling again, and I want to tell her how i feel so much before some other fruit basket goes and takes her away. This is like a growing phase I suppose.. the way i feel, I shouldnt be tryin to potray this image that I just wanna be a friend now, but thats exactly what im doing... And i think im messing up becuz of it. I try to bring her friends so she will feel comfortable in groups... I need to get her alone... Seeing as how I feel, im not sure whether i should just keep it simple and friendly or actually be AGGRESSIVE and be straight forward and tell her shes MY soul mate. I've known her for about 5 years... I kept out of touch for the longest time, I guess i should just be grateful im back in her life... Maybe i should tell her what i wrote here lol Is this the challenge of love? I wanna think that this is a scenario many people have gone through, so i dont feel like a lil bitch lol. Shes literally driving me crazy. *sigh* pathetic. Should I mention that i've just turned 21 last sunday. lol I guess its time to be a man and speak my heart and mind. Any feed back will be nice. Much love. *MinK*
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