Re: Frustrated and angry

Dear Seahorsy,

There are times when we feel we are not able to go beyond our stuck feelings, and the more we search the reasons why that happens the longer we're in it. If you live in the LA area or in California there are some learning centers I know about that could be very helpful for you right now! The one I took classes at is called the " True Insight Intuitive Learning Center in El Segundo.
Their phone # (310) 640-2211 In case you're in the area and you decide to call ask for Carrie Brooks. She is the head of the institute. You can ask for a privat session with her or to schedule an appointment for a reading or healing. Tell them what your issue is and they will let you know what you need or what to start with...
If you don't live in the area or in California you can still benefit from the method by a phone session or by simply finding similar institutes close to where you're at...
Of course there are many other great meditations and methods which from every person could benefit from. I've learned quite a few of them in my life but none of them were as powerful, quick and great like the methods I've learned by taking classes in El Segundo. There are reading nights and healing nights and some weekends as well for those who are interested. Everything is energy, and once a certain energy is recognized in your space/aura it starts to move out. You can get your energy back from others and you can release others' energy as well. You can get great healings! There are many great, easy and fun spiritual tools to assist those who are opened to learn, or simply to receive healing/communication on an issue in one's life.

As a quick help, simply tell it to yourself that you're releasing energies that doesn't belong to you, energies that doesn't serve your highest good. Fill yourself up with golden light including your aura and call back your own energies from places you've been and from people in this life time, do this often /you can maybe do it with past lifes, later as you go on when you're over your present issue and you're feeling better/. Bring golden light into your body and aura many times during the day, lots of them!!! You don't have to examine what's leaving, otherwise you'll get caught up in it and your growth period will be longer. Originally pure love is your true essence anything else has to go.

Stick with the present, go with the flow and choose joy instead of pain on your path of spritual growth. Through joy we can grow faster. If anything bothers you, let it go and focus on finding your inner peace, forgiveness and love. When you're carrying certain kind of energies you attract certain cituations into your life. As soon as you get rid of these energies which are low vibrational energies /like anger, fear, negativity, victim, guilt, unforgiveness etc./ your vibration will be higher and you won't have similar experiences. Even though you feel anger towards God, you can ask God to give you a healing while you're sleeping and to help you get rid of those energies that are stopping you from moving forward etc. During sleep you're very relaxed and healings can be very powerful, since your ego is not in it. You can also ask your Angels to give you a healing, but you always have to ask, without asking they can't do that because of the law of free will. When you ask, be very specific. "Ask and it is Given"...

There is a great web site http://www.orindaben.com
There are free meditations, affirmations and free music samples on their web site.
They have wonderful guided meditations, and books to order and they also offer some classes to take. Once you try it you will love it forever.

I wish You the Very Best of Everything! And Happy Valentine's Day!
Take Care!

Love&Light