Some book suggestions...

Dear Seahorsy,

If you're someone who can learn from books,
then here are some suggestions. All of them
have to do with spiritual ripening and changing the way you look at this world
(which is very much a bad dreamscape).

1) The Power of Now, by Eckhart Tolle. Most
libraries have it, but I suggest you buy your
own copy. Tolle is arguably the best teacher
among all the enlightened mystics who are alive.

2) A New Earth, also by Eckhart Tolle. This is
his new book, and it's brilliant. He devotes
at least 100 pages to the "pain-body" which
each of us carries inside. You definitely
need to read this book. Make it your first
choice.

3) The Book of Secrets by Osho. 1179 pages
of deeply insightful information about techniques (112 of them) to achieve enlightenment. I've read it twice, took a zillion notes from it, and learned a slew
of things I needed to know.

That will get you started. If you want more
suggestions about books, CDs, pranayama, or
affirmations (VERY important!), just ask me,
and I'll be glad to help if possible.
Andreas Moritz has a couple of books about
spirituality that are also must-reads.

I will keep you in my prayers.

Blessings,

Owen