In heaven, God may forgive you for that nasty response but in this life we get judged by how we judge. I am praying for you that your heart will be opened up and God's love will pour in to that sad little place where your heart once was. I remember a preacher would not marry me to my second wife for the same bitter little reason you just mentioned. I had been attending my conservative little church for a long time and that precious little preacher came out and told me he would not marry us. I left his church and went on. What an awesome day. I went on to a less judgemental churh and it woke me up to all of that pent up judgement I had about other people. If you only knew how forgiving God is.