BEEN THERE NOT THERE NOW. Hold on...

....if your world filled with darkness doubt and fear,
hold on hold on, the light will come...

That's from a song by Michael Mclean.

it goes on...

the answers never come without a fight...

when it seems you've struggled far too long, just hold on, there will be light.....

HOLD ON< the light will come.

If you feel trapped within a never ending night, if your half crazy thinking your the only one who is afraid the light will never really come.....hold on....the light will come.

The message of the moment is so clear...as certain as the rising as the sun....if your world is filled with darkness, doubt and fear, just hold on, the light will come....
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I was listening to this song as I read your post. It's true. Hold on. Read. You'll get out of it. Take it from someone just short of 50--the nightmare breaks. Really. That's all I can offer. I KNOW> Will I know always? Not if I go under again. But I hope not. READ> Learn. It may be the best lesson you will ever learn.

Failing that, remember how sorry you would feel looking back at the pain and sorrow you had caused so many people. Your not selfish enough that you would do it....so if you can't hang on for yourself, do it for those you love. Someone told me that 50 years after their parent had committed suicide, they hadn't gotten over it. Could you put that burden on those you love? I couldn't, thank goodness. I doesn't free you from the pain, the thoughts, the jealousies when 'others' get to leave.

You don't--you are here for a purpose. You can get through it, but not without making changes.

God bless. He does, even when you feel abandoned. I know. I hope to NEVER go back into the hell of depression, BUT even if I did, I would hold on. Because take it from all the people here, like me, who have been there and BACK, the hopelessness you feel, the pain....it passes. It may be a year, two, or even more....but it passes.

with love









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