that receptionist should be fired. did you tell your doctor about that?
it sounds like you are around a lot of closed minded selfish petty and self rightous individuals.
i think god would tell you to open your eyes and see that there are many other things out there beyond what you are seeing right now.
also do you really want to waste your time on someone who would view YOU feeling sick or bad as an inconvience to THEM. no way. they are users and jerks. get around some positive people.
your selling points? i am sure you have more to offer someone than your genital area.