Thanks for the help. I am confused though, it says that your first outbreak should be the worst but I only have 3 small sores that are just kind of like ingrown hairs. They hurt a little bit but are not TOO bad. They have been here for a couple months though, when do they finally go away? I know I need to see a doctor, but I am just so scared to face this reality. Girls with herpes are considered "slutty" and I don't want people to know about this. I just got a new boyfriend too, and I'm scared of how he will react. This is a living HELL!!!