Me too.
Hey.
I'm 19 and I've had digestion problems all of my life.
They have totally fuq'd up my life in the last 2 years and I'm sitting in [a self-imposed] prison for it. [I'm living in a house I do NOT desire to be at ~ where there's so much fighting and negative arguing and manipulation, but I'm too fearful to leave because I'm embarrassed of my health challenge].
First of all, 'I'm sick' is NOT a good reinforcement.
You are not sick. You are you. You are Soul. Sick? No. Spirit? Yes.
Have you manifested an illness as means to work out negative programming? Yes. Snatch this Opportunity and.. as Lapis says.. get clear.
You can change your diet.
You can change your environment.
You can change your tribe -
But you'll stay where you are until you
change your mind .
The steps above are very helpful ~ when you are ready to see past the illusion.
One question:
Do you want to heal?
REALLY ask yourself that question while you look at the plate of spaghetti.. or even next time you take a bite.
But maybe these are just words.
And who am I to talk? I'm still ill and in a .. less than desireable position.
Perhaps intellectually you know what to do.
But emotionally, are you ready?