I want to GIVE UP!

screw life,

I wanna die. I cant go on like this anymore. All I want is to wake up and feel alive and feel like a normal 19 year old like 3 years ago. I guess that isnt happening anytime soon.

Im sick of the moving vibrations and feelings in my whole body 24/7. Something aint right with my nervous system. at times they are so controlling.

Im sick of all year allergies and sinus probs.

Im sick of IBS and stomach probs.

Im sick of TMJ.

Im sick of Anxiety.

Im sick of my health taking my joy of life away.

Im sick of having soreness/extreme sensitivity/burniness from below my bellybutton to my top legs. Its been over a week now. Just wearing clothes and moving really irritates the area 24/7. VERY touch sensitive as well...

I KNOW I missed some stuff. My diet has gone to hell. Messed up today by having chocolate cak.e Messed up yesterday and day before having homemade bread and spaghetti.




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