moving on

Well i don't want to sound too negative here but I'm moving on from all this alternative stuff.

I have just had my results from my 1 year ct and I have a 5 and a 7 cm tumour located in my abdomen.

My oncologist tells me I also have lots of smaller tumours dotted around.
I have been working really hard at taking everything i possibly could to prevent this form happening and now after spending so much money and drinking sooooo much piss I'm feeling disillusioned and I'm moving on.

I have been working at getting my PH right for three and a half years with a vegan hay diet. I have been taking large quantities of Vit C , I have been drinking a large amount of wee and massaging it in, on and off for a year or so. I have taken very expensive antioxidants £60 for 30, to be taken three times a day. I have done extensive liver work getting tests done to determine my toxic load and then taking lots of various supplements to get rid!!
I bought a green star juicer a year ago and I HAVE SPENT A FORTUNE IN ORGANIC VEG TO PUSH THROUGH IT

I have been to see as herbalist, acupuncturist, spiritual healer and a nutritionist.
I have been let down by my Hospital that didn't manage to diagnose my cancer for three years and eventually when they did the right test they found a 23cm tumour this was resected last April.


So now I feel as if i need a break from all this worry and chasing the latest fad.
My onc has just prescribed Gleevec for me and within two hours I had no pain. Its now four days since I took the first one and I can tell its working. Thank god for that as I don't now what I would have done. Over the last few weeks I have been able to tell that the cancer has come back in an aggressive way.
I have two young children and this a difficult time fro me.

I'm sorry for the dismal post and also sorry to read so many awful stories on the net I hope everyone else can find a way past this dragon and free from these demon days. Tweet