I know how you feel. It seems as though, if they can't cure you with Chemo or Radiation, they generally make sure you die from the treatment. Alternative therapy doesn't work nearly as well only because of the damage of destroyed tissues, infections, weakened immune system, cause by Chemo-radiation. Also, if the patient all of the sudden gets well just after starting alternative therapy, they always give the credit to the Chemo-radiation, increasing the validity of Chemo-radiation.