Re: maybe its actually my fault

well one thing that does confuse me is the fact she is still talking to me as if nothng has happened. i asked her if we are cool as in still ok, she says that she dont wanna think about that yet - she just wants to talk to me , but not talk about what happened, she shud be back just after the new years - i guess that wud be a good time to sit and talk about this

can u recommend anythng for me to control my anger - i swear im not a women beater, i never have and never will, i dont get ticked off easily - but when i do it brings out the worst in me, its almost like by the time i angery anything that anyone says dont register and the images and words that have been said and done to get me to that point are the only thing that stick in my mind

anything anyone can recommend - i know its a problem, i dont want this problem to mess up my relationship - i love this girl to bits and when i think back at the night there were a number of things that she did that showed she loved me too, except i only relaise this now, after the outburst Tweet