Re: maybe its actually my fault

neither do i mate - but when we got back, i tried hard to apologise about my behaviour, instead she get on crying and acting like she was really scared of me - she has had problems of abuse when she was younger, i got more wound up and said things that i shud not have, how do u take back what u said - how do u put things right, sometimes i think she i better off without me, but i dont think im better off with out - ill let her leave if thats what makes her happy - we are talking and she's at her parents for xmas, but i dont know what will happen in the next few weeks

all she had to do was tell me what was going on - or all i had to do was trust her, its not excuse i had drunk too much, and that didnt help

i never hit her - i pushed her, that for her is abuse, i was standing next to her and pushed her back into her chair as i turned to wake away

was i really to blame - shud i have known better - i feel like a moron even writing this hear - just feels to good talk to someone u know, thqnks for listening Tweet