Re: How could he have done this to me?

Hi Rima, thank you so much for responding to my message. when i was reading your message, i got tear eyes and smiled at the same time because you ask me the questions that i should have answers to after 4 years. i tried to answer your questions and all i could come up with is "i don't know". i don't know why i love him, i thought he was a different guy. the only thing that i really have with him (from my side) is that he's my first real love. he's not honest, not trustworthy, not gentle, not passionate. i don't think i can rely to him for support because so far i have been the one who helps him out in every way i can. i debated about talking to that girl. yes i know that girl because we all had a class together, and she's a nice girl, and i know she just wants to be friends with my boyfriend. when he asked her out three times before she turned him down all the times because she has a boyfriend. i know her address, and telephone number (i found that out). i just don't know how to contact her, and what to say to her. i wonder if i talk to her, if she's going to tell my boyfriend about me talking to her. if my boyfriend gets mad and doesn't like my idea of talking to her, the only solution that he will make is to break up. i know she's a nice girl, but i just want to talk to her to help my relationship, but at the same time, sometimes i feel like i don't even want to try anymore. do you think it's a good idea to talk to her? i don't know anymore. i hope you reply, and thank you again for your response. i really appreciate it.
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