Thanks for everything guys!

I would just like to say thanks for all the info and advice but i am going to have to leave. No i am not killing myself even though it seems i should! lol! I am just leaving the board for awhile, even though i maybe only posted 15-20 times. Maybe a week, a day, a year, or forever i dont really know. I am just so f**king frustrated is all. I have felt like complete shit since August of 2004. I don't know if its Candida, Leaky gut, IBS, Adrenal Fatigue, or my fibromyalgia or something else. It seems no matter what i do i am completely exhausted, cant eat, have major stomach troubles and to be honest I have a non-existent life because of it. Some people say this is die off, some say its not. Was there die-off in '04 before i even knew what Candida was? Hell if i know. I have did the diet and tried everything and to be honest not a thing helps. Actually the best i felt was when i just cut out sugar, dairy and wheat and ate what i wanted but was being sensible about it. I mean does eating at Mcdonalds once a week really gonna set you back weeks or months like some people say? Seriously does anyone really know? Because someone might think it does it turns into gospel. Someone posted that somebody beat this why not even cutting out Sugar so who is to say what even works. I am guessing alot of people have beaten this by doing alot less than what is said to be done here.In fact i am guessing 99.9% of the people who have this dont even join a message board. Then I come here and no matter what question gets asked you get a bunch of different reponses. Probotics are good then they are worthless. Vitamins are essential then they arent needed and are a waste of money. Potatoes are ok then they are bad. Starches ok then bad. Carbs are good then they arent. Same with Oatmeal. This kills both bacteria, this only kills one, take a probotic dont take a probotic. Look up Candida diet and get 25 different variations on everything. It would be one thing if anything i tried seemed to work but no matter what i try i am still sick and coming here and getting told its my fault isnt of much use anymore. I mean does someone saying "its about how bad you want to get better" really help? Does anyone think anyone here likes feeling like this? I know i sure as hell dont. Basically i come here for help, and i did get some,( and met some great people who i am THANKFUL i did meet.) but for the most part it seems everyone has some sort of agenda. Maybe i am just paranoid cause of the way i got laughed at by the Drs, treated like shit by my Family, or raked over the coals by my "all-knowing" herbalist. Add in the fact my so called friends pretty much dont have time for me cause i am always sick and to be honest the killing myself doesnt seem all that bad at times. I mean a person should only have to deal with so much pain. But i guess i just needed to vent and say thanks and goodbye to the few people who i did actually find helpful.