i think part of the problem on this forum is that so few people anymore are reading the book. and if you'll re-read your first message you'll see that it did seem a tiny, little bit complainy, that nobody wanted to help you so you're leaving. i'm sure that's not the way you meant it, but I think that's what people were responding to. usually people just ask one specific question and a bunch of us answer it. i think we've all gotten a little worn out from giving an entire synopsis on what The Master Cleanser is week after week.
i really have no idea - i'm just trying to explain where some of the attitude might be coming form.
this seems to have been a rough week for everyone involved. let's all just be friends and not create problems where there are none.