OMG I am so sorry to hear that. how long did you do the protocol? I ordered doxy but is is being held in customs. I have no other way of getting it. how are you managing your life? Are you married? Do you have help? I am about to give up. did the protocol help you at all? I am taking one dose of alben in the morning and a dose of moxy with DSMO in the night. using 99% rubbing alcohol with lavender all day long and then cocoumut oil at night. have a lot of crawlers. i have been trying detol on them. It seems like it kills a few. I dont think the protocol is killing them but they are not biting but they are still there. I hope they will starve out. I was doing iver rectally but it didnt seem to do anything. How are you managing to stay alive? I am starting with mediation this week. i have not been able to focus on doing it for so long but Deepak Chopra believes we can heal our bodies with our minds. I will give it a try for a short while.