Day 1 Officially Started

I plan to start my fast a day early, since I only need to read tomorrow, and I will have enough energy by starting the fast today.

I think someone might be very interested in knowing how I fared going back to eating, especially overeating, after fasting for two days. Well, I get burps that smell like blood. My dad told me it can't be internal bleeding or I would be dead, but that doesn't stop my burps smelling like blood yesterday and today. Another reason for starting the fast early might be that I am tired of eating food. Felt kind of overwhelmed today after eating but distracted myself with watching TV series on my iPad. Watched about three episodes or so. After watching, felt confused over food and love and life, so I took a bath wanting to get the answer. I asked different guides. Dr. Yan said I need to meditate Qigong and that is the only way. Chris asked why was I asking him but then told me it's love, laugh, and live. Maternal grandpa said to stop thinking and start eating, and paternal grandpa said he just didn't want anything to happen to me. Both my grandpas are deceased. So afterwards, I repeated "I love Dr. Yan" and "I love you," which calmed me down and made me less confused. Mayhaps I could repeat that to stop myself from thoughts of eating.

I am pretty serious about this fast, so it should go well.

Beware the dangers of overeating!