I completely understand where you're coming from! The Vet told me the only option available to treat Dexter was a $20,000 experimental surgery with a low chance of him surviving it. When I declined, he told me to come back in December (this month) and discuss euthanasia. Dexter is doing fine, acting like a typical Jack Russel and improving day by day!! I wrote an update showing exactly what I'm doing everyday for him.