OMG! this resonates as on the dot Truth for me. Thank you. I mentioned to my mom this morning (her name is Tracy) about a dream I had the previous night with a broken meth pipe in my mouth, she looked shocked and told me she had the same dream as well. it was just us two asleep in the room and we have strong psychic awareness/abilities/karmaic soul contract. I recently discovered that she was sleeping with my lover and they would mess around every time I left the room for six months. she is in denial even though I have multiple audio recordings. for me this was the straw that broke the camels back and I just numb out by smoking meth. I feel unresolved because there is no sign of remorse or sorrow, even though she assured me with tears on my birthday that she was not doing that and ive pretty much caught them many times and she gets violent. I just let it go because she has the mental emotional range of an infant (judgment). I am heart centered and understanding and love her. it just hurts. I even began to think about it now and stop because its too much to feel. anyway, thank you for this, I have to speak my truth and stop hurting myself. love and light and gratitude.