You aren't crazy... you are confused and don't understand this weird stuff going on in and coming out of your body.
There are a lot of people who experience the same thing. It's probably not Morgellons related, but they might know of ways to purge the skin without doing a lot of damage.. like with the borax and peroxide baths. My daughter had this one spot on her scalp that she'd scratch open but there was nothing out of order on her head and her scalp was pristine.. I did not think it was parasite related, but theyre smart. so I asked them and within a day they had it figured out
Hang in there...