OMG! I LOVE YOUUUUU. BTW I'm a girl, and I've pretty much felt EVERYTHING you've felt and been through. I thought you are what you ate, too, so I starved myself. Nothing. And I was in a hospital too... A lot. I'm period of it, AT ALL! I just want you to know you aren't alone At last I might have an actual cure! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU BLESS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!"