If you are a danger to yourself or others, admit yourself. Be aware of the downsides of admitting yourself - cost, insurance problems, future license qualification problems, present and future employment problems, losing child custody, stigma, dependency, over-reliance on drugs and shock treatments by doctors...
Praying and standard psychology is reflective. Standard psychology breeds dependency and asks "how does that make you feel" - it is designed to get you back in for more appointments and more drugs. YOU are ultimately responsible for your self. Consider a proactive approach. Rational Emotive Behavioral Therapy TELLS you what you are doing wrong, and is designed to get you off on your own. Check out www.REBT.org