confused about my marriage

I am confused about my marriage. I am so deeply in love with my wife of 10 years but i dont think she feels the same way about me anymore. she dont respond to some of my texts, she says im excessive with the I love yous and the poems. flowers etc. I dont know what to do. She dont want to attend church or anything. We tried counselling but she said it didnt work. we just got back together we were separated for a few weeks and they were the longest weeks of my life. I swear it seems like i tried everything. All i want is for her to pay me some attention and to nurture me like a wife should nuture her husband. Edify me emotionally and encourage me. i feel so alone and i want to die. I wouldnt harm myself but i suffer from Depression and anxiety and i think i would be better off dead. We got married young and I think she regret marrying me. I am not perfect at all and has hurt her in the past, but my love for her has remained consistant and i love my wife and intend on sticking it out but im tired of feeling lonely and sad. if we didnt have children and i wasnt so religous i mightve tried to hurt myself. i dont want to be with anybody but my wife and im scared that i am loosing her. Tweet