That's not entirely what said otherwise feo wouldn't if reacted like he did. It will come out when the messages reappear, you do love trying to bend the truth it's quite funny, because you can't do such a thing when it's in digital print.
You have a lot to learn about the condition and about doctors. Don't fight those more experienced (through unfortunate suffering) and you might just get better like those that have done.
Don't worry we have all been in the denial stage at some point, I definitely was, but once you let go of what you think you know and in western doctors, you will start to make progress.
And on that note, far more uses of my energy await, don't go mad with those carbs lad!