:) Regarding your decision making use to be about which shoes to buy, I can relate! Yes, last summer I was having a holiday in the countryside in Tuscany...aaaannd this summer, I'm convalescing from a near psychic break and only concerned with how I'm going to afford a steady supply of fish, horse, and sheep dewormer. My how things change! Still grateful though. If I was a celebrity, I would have been admitted for exhaustion. Just in the last week or so did I feel well enough to clean. Keep your chin up! We'll get there! :)